flipping the flip out!!!!!

im freaking out so freaking bad! it has nearly been a year since granny criss died and my bro is having probs......god just knock me out for a while so i wont have to deal with this!!!!!!!!!!

THROWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok so the last day in march i was riding with my friend and star the throughbred wanted to be a tale end of a donkey and she bolted. she bucked twice and i stayed on the first time but the second time off i came amd i ground my shoulder into the ground, broke my helmet and strained my neck pretty bad. im just getting over it now and i found out today that my mom and dad were thinking about getting me a horse two days before that. oh it was a mustang and it the person was trying to give it away to someone but i was just wondering where i would keep it lol the back yard?! i live in town and they dont smile on having a horse in your back yard to awful much and my neighbor would have been raising cane about the smell all the dang time, lol o well

CREEPY DUDE!!!

Ok so i was in the store with my mom, we were checking out and in the other line there was this weird looking creepy old guy staring at me. I looked up because i flet someone looking at me, we made eye contact he had this look of being this totally freaky old pervert, he looked down quickly after that then didnt look at me anymore. ugh........whoo chills comin down my spine!!! anyway hope that never happens again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MATH MATH AND MORE MATH!!!!!!!

OMG i swear this math is killing me slowly! i just had to email the school and ask for help the book doesnt tell what calculations to perform it just tells you perform the calcualtions.......DUH WHAT CALCULATIONS!!!!???? anyway hahaha i will get a reply back soon i hope......if i dont oh well ill just fail the class and go on to work at some crappy coffe shop or something which will SUCK!!! lol but oh well......

sad

MY mom told me something today about me singing. it made my uncle happy to hear me sing, he told my dad that i was carefree when i did, he loved that.....ok now i am tearing up and i cant see the keys clearly to type dang and i am getting them wet, ima go and cry myself to sleep now.night blog readers.

diagnosis: sick because of no horse time!!

ok so i have been sick like crazy all winter, i havent been doin much and my grandma seems to think it might be because i have not been around the horses i work with. so ima try to get there this week so you know, thursdays and every thing but anyway ima go and eat something and possibly get in the shower.

TAYLOR SWIFT AND COKE SUCKS!!!!!!

OK EVERY ONE WHO READS THIS BLOG KNOWS I LOVE ANIMALS HORSES REALLY ALOT MORE THAN MOST!!! TAYLOR SWIFT AND COKE SEND GOBS OF MONEY TO THESE RODEOS SO THAT THEY CAN TREAT THE ANIMALS WORSE!!!! WELL I FOR ONE WILL NOT STAND FOR IT!!! I AM SWITCHING TO PEPSI AND DELETING ALL MY TAYLOR SWIFT RINGTONES!!!!!!! AND I AM NOT LISTENING TO HER ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU CAN BELIEVE THAT ONE!!!

DANG IT DANG IT

ugh i have had a dang head ache for the pat two days an let me say this with yall as my witness,....IT SUCKS!!!!!!!! there i said it. ugh i think i have to be shaperone for my older brother tomorrow which hopefully wont be to bad.

sick again!!!

ugh i swear i am getting another sinus infection i think i am going to scream!!! anyway i am not getting out in this nasty cold wet weather today or tomorrow. hopefully momma will get a wireless router so i can be in my room and not have to be plugged in to the line. ugh just knock me out for a week PLEASE!!

horse show tonight going to be tired!

Well today i have to go to the arena at one pm and help them get set up for the performance. i dont know how long i will be there all i know is i am not going to do it tomorrow i will have to tell them i cant. although there is a party after it i dont think i am going to the party though. i might see if i can but i dont think momma will let me we are going shopping man and i need someone to save me from that she is an insane shopper!!! ugh i will losse yet a few more pounds running around with her tomorrow. lol oh well we got plenty of junk in the kitchen i can eat i fwant to tonight before we go. lol you know i aint going to do that it would be strange and besides i would be sick lol i cant eat all that junk with out some kind of side effect. anyway it is cold and rainy outside but at least it aint snowing. lol i think if i wasnt wearing socks my feet would stick to the floor it is so cold. ok so not that exteme. i stayed up late last night now i am paying for it here yawing left and right. oh well ima hop off here and do something consturctive. lol maybe blog ya late!!

still geeking out!

yawn man all that time of going to sleep at ten has been torture!! lol but thank goodness i will have something to do tonight my dog is being extra whinny tonight so i will probably have to stay in here tonight because my brother has work at five in the morning. i will get to discover more things i didnt fool with with today on the desktop of this computer i swear i am geeking out about how fast it is!!! well i mean i still am. i havent got over it yet!! and it connects to wi fi without a problem we dont have here at the house right now and i am not going to piggy back off the neighbors either i aint like that. man i need to stop yawning!!! i am making myself more tired lol.

NEW LAPTOP!!!!

I got my new laptop today and i am blogging on it right now lol i am so dang happy!! it was easy to get set up and i hope i get to play with it soon. i didnt know there was a webcam but i wont use it i dont get the concept ok so i do but i wouldnt know how to use it unless it came with a guide for dummies. ok so i aint a dummy but i am ignorant of most stuff like that.

LAME HORSE!!!

Today my friends horse went lame and she has the vet coming tomorrow i hope she is ok but you never know.

CAT BOX!!!! GROSS!!!!!!

Man i just had to clean the cat box out ugh man i am about to die from the smell of cat pee. dang I still smell it on my hands and i washed them twice!! oh well that is what lotion is for i guess lol I hope i can go to kelceys tomorrow and ride it is supposed to be sunny for the first time in a few days. Flicka is finally better he had this lump pop up under his belly near his private part back there. He is finally able to be ridden again. I dont know if i will ride star or not i might for a few minutes maybe i have to practice on flicka in the english style i am like totally no good at it unless i am at a walk. lol i know i nearly slide off his back a while back. course i shouldnt have been in slick pants while i was on him but oh well live and learn i guess. Ok to the kitchen now to clean!! SAVE ME PLEASSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally!!!!

I finally dont feel like i need to have someone shoot me to put me out of my misery! I woke up this morning and fianlly didnt feel weird well beyond reasonable weird that is i have a certain ammount of weirdness every time i wake up in the mornings. Ok so i am talking to my friend and she is saying her friend ronnie is going to try to race me on star and him on flicka i hope he shoves it where it wont see the light of day when i beat the living crap out of him. course if i beat him he might come after me and pick me up and hold me while he goes after kelcey my friend because she is part of the problem with me beating him at riding star. he apparntly is to scared to ride her because she throws her head when the bit and reins are on her. I am getting pretty good at riding her though i didnt think i could but i had to build up the confidence to she can be intimidating. I think i am a little shorter than ronnie and if i can ride her he certainly can. GOOD DAY PEOPLE!!!

Killer porch steps!!

Ok my mom was walking down the steps the other day and fell so now she has a gigantic bruise the shape of a shark on her backside lol i cant help but feel sorry for her because i know how she feels. i am sitting here watching hidalgo movie there is nothing else on to watch except wrestle mania and i dont much feel like watching those overly buff dudes going at it in a ring for nothing and getting the holy living snot being beat out of each other. I am so glad i dont feel like throwing up right now but the night is still young though. Man oh man lol i could fall out asleep right now but i dont think that would accomplish much at the moment. Oh man this is the best part of the movie right here where frank saves the girl and rides off on hidalgo into the desert of course it wouldnt be a western if there wasnt a fire fight now would it? wow hidalgo it a smart horse he just untied his rope and followed after frank. dang the later it gets the more i yawn but i was once told by a wise man to breathe deeper when that happens course i havent talked at him in about well this weekend it will be two weeks hope he is ok. ugh man you guys have no idea how awful it is to not be able to talk to someone that you know better than yourself sometimes. lol yes he knows me better than i thought he knew what i was going to say the other day before i said it lol oh well we all eventually know each other at sometime or another. ok did that make sense at all? because it didnt sound like it did. man i probably need to go to sleep or something lol i always need sleep when i get weird like this. i always sleep my emotions or sickness or just any old time feelings off it works for me you guys should try it well on second thought it might not work for you guys i am pretty good at being lazy and tired all the time i am always the one that fell asleep in science class in fourth grade but not so much anymore i am homeschooled so down with getting up at the butt crack of dawn! lol in your face alarm clock!!!! YAWN! man lol i get weirder and weirder the more time i go on and on and on and on and on ok am i freaking yall out? because i am feaking myself out a little.

Holy Crap

Ok so i now have a dang virus. i spent all night last night puking my guts out in the trash can but happy to say we now know each other very well! Now i got it coming out the other end and yes you guessed it i am not able to eat with out feeling like round two in the trash can. Been drinking powerade and water all day. I have been working on math all day so i dont think my brain could get any worse with the seeing symbols in my head when i close my eyes to blink or when i just lay on the couch and try to nap. No i have not slept very well and i dont think i will tonight either. I have to wait till thursday to order a new lap top to work on my moms died and we are using my brothers desk top to get by till we get the new ones. So i wont be doing much on the internet till then unless absolutly necessary like for school or something. GAH i really wish i had not caught this dang virus i really just want to go to sleep and wake up better and not have to put up with it like i did last night. Oh well want in one hand cry in another i guess. GOD my back is killing me from heaving last night. I just would really like someone to shoot me or tranqulize me or something! Just for some relief for like ten seconds or something.

Skittles!!!!

Ok so me and my friend kerri went to clean out her car, we were just about to vaccum the floor boards and i looked at the door she had some stuff in the door pannel lol i pulle dout some skittles that we had gotten a month ago at the rave!! lol month old movie skittles and th ebad part is they tasted fresh!!!! lol i ate like two i think she ate like three hand fulls! then we just finished up cleaning the car we just sat around in the car talking for like an hour after that.

JUST SHOOT ME NOW!

i am about to die here i have been running since six this morning. i went to sleep at twelve last night to.

ok this is teddy last year about this time but wait till you see this one. this is teddy with joe my brother.

DOG EATING PEAR!!!!

LOL ok so i was eatin a pear earlier and yes before you ask it was so good hadnt had one that good in a while and the dog was out he jumped up on the couch and sat right behind me and my brother was sitting right next to me trying to keep the dog away from me it was funny because every time i turned around he was right in my face trying to get the pear i was eatin. he even tried to kiss me which i am sad to say he actually put his nose on my lips ugh it still gives me the chills thinking abuot it and i had chap stick on he left a hair from his nose on my mouth i had to get it off before i did anything else with that pear. lol he finally got bored and tried to jump after it when he got down....so ugh finally after watching him watch me watch him watch me i finally gave him the dang core. he put it on the carpet in the hall and chewed it and chewed it and chewed it for like a million years he left a few weird little wet spots on the floor from the juice. i havent even cleaned it up yet either.oh well i will eventually....maybe i might just leave it there to be a booby trap for some poor soul to step on it in sock feet or bare feet that would be awesomer than sock feet. lol yes awesomer is a word....i think anyway. ok so i am sittin next to my brother and he WONT SHUT UP!!!!!! he just cant shut it to save his own life i think for real though he just cant it is like i am doin something he comes over and wants to be buddy buddy with me then and not when i want to be buddy buddy with him right then. i swear he could make a nun swear. ok so maybe not i know i could make one swear perhaps i aint sure though i might be able to havent tired it yet i dont intend to either. lol ok if the opportunity comes knocking i might take it. then again i might rot in heck for eternity ok so i dont believe in that kind of heck the kind of heck i am thinkin about is something we all go to it is the common grave.

DEER!!!!!!!

Ok so this is the deer my dad got today! When my dad was gutting it i almost puked my guts out several times!!! i had gotten blood on my pants i didnt even touch the thing either!! i hope it came out! oh god speaking of i hav to go check that it did if it didnt i am going to scream!!

LUNCH!!!!!!

Ok so this was my lunch today looks good dont it lol it was very different from what i have been eating nothing is the usual lol

I Promised And I keep My Word!!

Daughtry and pictures soon!!!

ok so i am listening to daughtry and waiting on my mom to finish watching ncis with my dad to put some pics on this herea blog!! There is one that looks like i am crazy!! lol yes insanly sick in the head but i will next time i look like a lion take a pic and put it on here!! lol ok so maybe maybe not i dont know if i want to embarass myself on the internet!! lol but hey if you know me you already know how crazy in the head i am and that means you kerri!! lol ok so maybe you wont look at this thing for a while at least!!!! oh speaking of kerri(!!!), her and my brother are getting married sooooonnn!!!!!!! i am so happy!!!! it gets joe out of my hair!! ok so i will miss him but not as much as i love the peace and quiet i get when he is not home! that is why my friends,i love it when i am alone or my dad is home asleep and i get the house almost all to myself except for my whiny butt dog who gets scared of the dryer making a noise!!!! he even tries to chase bugs that come in the house and yes guess who has to kill them...yes you guessed it!! me!!!!!! i get this big old long pole so i dont get it jumping on me and me freakin out!! lol i havent freaked out in weeks ok so maybe i have but for good reason!! if you are a faithful follower of this blog you seen my last post of me goin back to work thursday!!! i am so happy about that!! i hope i get to be the horses all day i will anyway so, sih i am getting waay to excited right now so i am goin to calm down now so the pictures will be on here soon!!! blog ya late!!

FUN At The Wally Mart!!

Well last night it was like almost ten when we got home and we saw these weird little red monster looking thingys at the valentines spot they had their eyes on little stalks and it was funny i picked up one and its eye ball flopped back and was looking at me LOL My friend found that diturbing! So did i, i cant say i didnt because it freaked me out!! But i borrowed some daughtry from my friend and put it on the computer last night so i am about to listen to that and try to clean or something. lol

THANK GOD I AM GOING BACK TO WORK THIS WEEK!!!!!!

So as the title says i get to go back to the arena!!! So happy i get to i havent known what to do with myself!!well i got to go my friend and me and my brother is going to the wally mart to buy chocolate!!!! lol chocoholoics!!! lol

UMMMMM..........YEA I DONT KNOW.......

Ok so i was just wondering what kind of person i am am i hippy or am i pure country? Am i weird? Am i Crazy? lol i am random most of the time but i dont like being undecided! I am so freaking annoyed at myself for not knowing! But oh well i will be thinking tonight before i go to sleep but then again i might get in the shower and let the steam work its magic on me. I do use alot of natural stuff like almonds and soy milk and natural lotions and body mists lol today i smelled like coconut and lime....PINA' COLODAS ANYONE????? LOL!!!! LOL virgin of course i am not legal drinking age yet lol!!!. but i love them! the last time i drank one i got brain freeze! lol the best way to get rid of it is to put your thumb on the roof of your mouth for a few seconds. i have used that trick many times. Yea dont ask. Those hot summers are brutal here in the deep south i love laying in the shade of a big oak tree or in the woods for a while....man lol i need summer big time right now to get ride of the winter blues!! cant wait!!! going to the creek to get some sun and long lazy days of being with my friends riding and long nights of sitting out under the stars or writing poetry in the middle of the night with the tree frogs calling for rain.

Bored As CRAP!!!

ok so maybe crap aint boring but hey you cant blame a girl for trying can you? ok so dont answer that. lol anyway ugh ok the cleaning bug crawled up and bit me! but now i am so lazy feeling! but hahah oh well i have a suprise planned for my mom she will get up and the cat prints in the tub and on the floor in the bathroom will be gone lol she jumped in the tub and went crazy. ah crap and now my butt is going to sleep!!,again!!! ok so yea i have lost alot of weight now and my mom says there aint nothing back there to coushion the impact of sitting down for extened period of time!! i believe her to!!! i found out the hard way. but now i think i have stablized in te losing division here and no i am not putting my weight on the internet for everyone to see!!!!! lol i dont care actually but still hahaha night bloggers!!!!!!

Pink And Other Stuff LOL

raise your glass if you are wrong in all the right ways!! so if your to school for cool! something something lol dont remember the rest of the dang song!!!!! lol got bored!!!! probably going to have someone duck tape me to a wall tomorrow to keep myself from going insane!!!! lol ok not that drastic of a measure but close to it! a few weeks ago i just wanted someone to shoot me i was sick as a dog fever and crap lol thank god it is gone almost!!! lol man those people on music choice aree weird and random!! lol some of those things they send in is stupid! but oh well i am not the one getting embarrased! lol who cares though it is funny!

Hunting! Again! LOL

I want to go hunting!! lol I want to rock my camo again! gots to get my hunting license! i think my gun is collecting dust need to go and shoot it soon. and for those who dont know i have a new england fire arm 22 250 rifle it is my baby! lol ok it shares with teddy my puppy well he aint so small no more!!!

HELLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

Well long time no blog! lol this is buck one of the horses i help look after at the arena i volunteer at! i am so happy i have learned way more about riding than i thought i would!